So tired!!!

Yeah first time posting after so long!!!

U said I am not making the effort.
But u aren't giving me a fcuking chance!
U just fcuking take so long to reply!

I am in the mist of giving up someone help me...
Or maybe I shud just fcuking give up!!

I am afraid of lousying u even as a friend

An hour not talking to u is like a year without rain...
U are a drug to me

I shall wait patiently...
I shouldnt be so pessimistic..
Think positive...
Haiz....

Are u waiting for me to ask u?
Do u really love me?
Shouldn't be so doubtful:(

Haiz is this gonna carry on?
Pls let the exams over and then I can see u again...
Why aren't u replying?
Am I too anxious?

Should I trust u or others?
Are u cheating on me?
F*** la

Is it worth it for me to give u my love?
Will u just give me an answer?
U spark off every single day of mine life...
Should I or should I not take the first step....

Is height really that important?....
U mean alot to me....

Will I get a chance to love u?
I like u but I don't know if I should fall in love with u and get into a relationship with u....

Is it too rush if I ask for a stead?
But I really love u...
Or should I concentrate on my exams first....
Haizzz....
Sigh....

Love

Should I fall in love with u?
Indecisive...
U brighten my everyday life but should I confess to u the next time I see u?
But I really await to see u again... I miss u...

After so long i just remember that i have this blog and now using it too share my thoughts again....
This year soccer tornament power pac sia win all the games but cannot be too complacent so now i hope i can secure my first team spot and maybe can score goals for the team la.... Fighting with my friend for the 1st team spot not very easy sia, dont want to hurt my frenz but still also wanting to play in the games....