So tired!!!

Yeah first time posting after so long!!!

U said I am not making the effort.
But u aren't giving me a fcuking chance!
U just fcuking take so long to reply!

I am in the mist of giving up someone help me...
Or maybe I shud just fcuking give up!!

I am afraid of lousying u even as a friend

An hour not talking to u is like a year without rain...
U are a drug to me

I shall wait patiently...
I shouldnt be so pessimistic..
Think positive...
Haiz....